you know when you just feel like crying for no reason. thats how i feel right now.
maybe just realizing howw alone im going to be.
-im pretty much going to be alone all break. whatever.
-pretty much alone all the time as it is because of work/school.
…im just tired of it. why doesn’t thing ever come easy? well i mean not easy, okay yeah easy. why am i hideous to the male population? whyyyyyyyyy can i not be emotional…at all towards anyone?what is wronggggggg with me. i think im just exhausted and theres absolutely no break in my near future.
13451.) you are the nicest thing i've seen.
you are so nerdy. you have like, an ungodly amount of weird facts just pouring out of your mouth. you’re kind of flamboyant. you drive a gas-guzzling pick-up truck, and you are a gearhead. you remind me of my dad, but in a good way i promise. i think i’m in like with you, which yeah. i know. it’s kind of a stupid thing to say. i laugh to myself when i write it down or say it out loud.
you smile and it’s so cute - like you want to smile. i like to smile too. especially when it’s for you.
i realized i never said your name when you came in, and accourding to all the girly magazines, that’s kind of a big thing. but you make me so nervous, it takes all of my mind just to ask you what vegtables you want on your sandwich. i really don’t like it, but i kind of do? i don’t know. this is all so new to me. i never liked a real life, live-in-my-town guy until you walked through that door. so next time, i swear. your name is going to pubicly grace my lips.
i know you have a girlfriend. i guess that’s ok for the time being. it’s not our time yet. besides, you’ll get bored. i mean, she is a little boring…
besides, chicks that wear glasses are way sexier (mememememe!)
As much as six percent of the world's population may experience sleep paralysis, the inability to move and speak for several minutes after awakening.
I am part of this six percent.
sameeeeeeee. this happens to me constantly.
